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Choose Hard for Body, Mind, & Soul

PUBLIC WRITINGS
The Library
The Open Shelves of Podvig
The Library gathers Podvig’s public essays, letters, scenes, reflections, book reviews, and practices. Read the newest pieces, browse by subject, or follow a series as it unfolds.
Full Journey members enter the Bibliotheka: a deeper, ordered collection of member Rooms, guided paths, extended essays, archives, and practices built for sustained study and formation.


Hell Yeah, It Matters
When I asked my wife whether finishing my dissertation still mattered, her answer was immediate. Twenty years of unfinished work had become more than an academic question.
Erin Doom
7 days ago6 min read


Flowers & Watchmen
Long before Podvig, Dr. Anthony Gythiel taught me to gather flowers from books. This essay traces the florilegium and the monastic century—and why Podvig is recovering them as practices of attention, memory, and becoming.
Erin Doom
Oct 89 min read


Brain Still on Fire
A failed sales lead, two Amazon routes, one minute at home, and less than a gallon of gas. On Labor Day weekend, ordinary work became the place where grief, formation, and a new vocation caught fire.
Erin Doom
Oct 64 min read


Everything Is a Book
A salesman learning to read homes encounters St. Maximus the Confessor—and discovers Scripture, creation, and ordinary life as books that require attention, purification, and grace.
Erin Doom
Oct 59 min read


What I Have Been Given
The Work of a Curator and Why I Am Building the Podvig Members' Library
Erin Doom
Oct 48 min read


The Academy I Didn't Know I Was Building
A dream born in Colombia, carried through the Catechetical Academy, Eighth Day Institute, Durham, and years of ordinary labor, is finally taking form in Podvig.
Erin Doom
Oct 48 min read


Every Home Is a Book
I learned to read books long before I learned to read a room. Sales is teaching me to attend to the language of every home and to the people waiting for my attention in my own.
Erin Doom
Oct 27 min read


Building a Library for the Work Still Ahead
A personal library is not a record of everything we’ve completed. It is a place of return: unread questions, marked memories, and books waiting for the work still ahead.
Erin Doom
Oct 16 min read


Does It Rise?
What makes a song worth carrying into the Listening Room? Through Rich Mullins’s “Elijah,” Gregory Wolfe’s question, and Simone Weil’s practice of attention, we ask not merely whether music moves us, but where it moves us.
Erin Doom
Sep 2510 min read


Hardship Is Not Podvig
Hardship is what happens to us. Podvig is how we faithfully respond. A clarification of what “Choose Hard” does and does not mean.
Erin Doom
Sep 225 min read


Behold. Practice. Become
The three words at the heart of Podvig.
Erin Doom
Sep 136 min read


Keep What Is Good
We live amid an abundance of words and a poverty of attention. A commonplace book offers a small act of resistance: a place to gather what matters and allow it to shape the way we live.
Erin Doom
Sep 134 min read


One Year of Choosing Hard
One year after beginning a job I never expected, I reflect on rejection, failure, unfinished struggle—and what repeatedly choosing hard is making of me.
Erin Doom
Sep 119 min read


The Man Who Received
Before Irenaeus was a bishop, theologian, missionary, or author, he was a boy who listened...and learned to receive and hand on the apostolic faith.
Erin Doom
Sep 96 min read
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