top of page
Choose Hard for Body, Mind, & Soul
ESSAYS · LETTERS · REFLECTIONS
From the Desk
A life considered
Essays, reflections, and letters on the questions, experiences, and convictions shaping my life and work.



The Calendar Knew Before I Did
After writing about why I am building Podvig, I discovered a two-day diptych in the Church calendar: St. Cosmas and St. Lucian.


Hell Yeah, It Matters
When I asked my wife whether finishing my dissertation still mattered, her answer was immediate. Twenty years of unfinished work had become more than an academic question.


Brain Still on Fire
A failed sales lead, two Amazon routes, one minute at home, and less than a gallon of gas. On Labor Day weekend, ordinary work became the place where grief, formation, and a new vocation caught fire.


What I Have Been Given
The Work of a Curator and Why I Am Building the Podvig Members' Library


The Long Conclusion - Part I
Twenty years after beginning doctoral work, I am returning to its unfinished conclusion. Eight reflections will explore failure, formation, and the question connecting the dissertation to Podvig: How does truth become a form of life?


The Academy I Didn't Know I Was Building
A dream born in Colombia, carried through the Catechetical Academy, Eighth Day Institute, Durham, and years of ordinary labor, is finally taking form in Podvig.


The Printer's Grandson
A family print shop, a hidden inheritance, and the story of how Podvig Press found roots in work carried forward across generations.


Brain on Fire
Sales calls. Amazon routes. A blue Jeep full of notes. Somewhere in the middle of it all, Podvig is becoming real.


Something New Is Beginning
After years of silence and difficult work, I began writing again. Sent on September 1, this letter announces Podvig and reflects on the road that brought me here.
bottom of page

